Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Hope

It's been a while since i open my blog.. haha..

Hi again..

Donno what to say..


Just got a bunch of butterflies in my stomach..
waiting for tomorrow..
Day where my future holds..

I've been quarantine myself in my room..
Caging myself in my house..
Afraid to see people..
Avoiding my friends..
Kuz i am afraid...
After tomorrow..
I wont able to give the same smile again..

Well,
Hope is all we can do..
now we just have wait and see..



Haha..

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Getar Hati


Getar Hati
Saat pertama aku mengenal dirimu
Bergetar jiwa ragaku kau mempersonaku
Tanpamu ku lemah
Kau berikan kucahaya
Terangi gelap hidupku
Kululuh Padamu

Dengar Hatiku
Kanku Bisikan Cintaku (Cintaku)
Lihat Jiwaku
Kan Kau Dapatkan Setia....ku
Ingat Diriku Kau Kan Rasakan Rinduku
Untuk Dirimu KanKu Berikan Hidupku..woooo

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Learned

Finally, it’s the end of our journey, The Ausmat journey. It’s seems just like yesterday we registered at KBU and without realize, it’s been 18 month there. And throughout the 18 month adventure, I did learn a lot of new things, meet new friends and know a lot of very interesting character. It appear to me that I would to share of my opinion of some of the character I faced.

“Don’t chase me, but I will chase you”

This characteristic is the type that is very difficult for me to understand in the first place. A person who rather not showing their enthusiasm toward you, doesn’t show any interest in you and rarely express their appreciation toward what you did. It would be more obvious when, you saw them crying, sad, feeling down or heartbroken, and you tried your best to be beside them, be there for them, unfortunately, it turns out they want you to leave them alone. However, when you tend to ignore them, they would slide in to your life slowly. They would suddenly run to you, text you, call you, eventually they show that they need you, appreciate you. Maybe they feel like they loosing you when you ignore them, and then they try to chase you back. Or they just would be the one who doesn’t like to burden others.

“I will be everywhere you go”

This is another interesting characteristic but rare. A type of person who will always be there for you, be around you, be there with having fun and laughter and that person would be the key of the enjoyment, the team player, the party starter. They will always make you laugh, and forget about your troubles. Although it only help us in short-term period, but hey, it’s help. They rarely go deep with you, solving the problem, preferable to forget bout them which is great, but the problem never goes away, which is bad. The best thing they will always be there to cheer you up. Be there WITH you.

“Are you okay?”

A type of person that I think I know the most. The one who never give up on no one. The ones that always be the ear. The one that never stop asking “are you okay?”. They can’t help it. They will always ask. The ones who really want to know everything. Solve all the mystery. Help out. The ones that would consider themselves as being there for you. This is because they would always listen, and try to understand you. Believe in everything you say. Be by your side. The good things is that they will always be there FOR you. The bad thing is, they are annoying.

Well guess what, it is just my opinion and what I saw. And what I learn is, nobody ARE not perfect.




p/s:more to come on daily experience and views

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

MERDEKA!!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

2 more days

I am really2 not ready.

but seems like i just has to face it..


Saturday, October 23, 2010

Confused.

The experience i had telling me
"Give them some space and they'll be okay"

The way they react differently telling me
"They really need someone to help them"

But, the aftermath
They're telling me
"Leave them alone, they are okay"

I thought i know them, cause I've tried so hard to,
But, I guess i don't

Or

Maybe they don't know me




Never meant to add up the burden, just trying to make it easier. Sometimes we know when someone that we care are not okay. It does create a feeling "a friend in need, not a friend in deed". I'm talking nonsense again.. crap it out.. Chaw..

Time Is running out

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
Yeah You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation




You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
ooooohh

yeah You will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh