Beautiful

Lately I've been hard to reach

I've been too long on my own

Everybody has their private world

Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?

Are you trying to get through?

Are you reaching out for me?

I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fucking depressed

I just can't seem to get out this slump

If I could just get over this hump

But I need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises, took my lumps

Fell down and I got right back up

But I need that spark to get psyched back up

And in order for me to pick the mic back up

I don't know how or why or when

I ended up this position I'm in

I'm starting to feel dissin' again

So I decided just to pick this pen

Up and try to make an attempt to vent

But I just can't admit

Or come to grips with the fact that I may be done with rap

I need a new outlet

And I know some shit's so hard to swallow

But I can't just sit back and wallow

In my own sorrow but I know one fact

I'll be one tough act to follow

One tough act to follow

I'll be one tough act to follow

Here today, gone tomorrow

But you'd have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

I'll be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each others' minds

Just to see what we'd find

Look at shit through each others' eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor

Everything's so tense and gloom

I almost feel like I gotta check

The temperature of the room

Just as soon as I walk in, it's like all eyes on me

And so I try to avoid any eye contact

'Cause if I do that then it opens the door

For conversation, like I want that

I'm not looking for extra attention

I just wanna be just like you

Blend in with the rest of the room

Maybe just point me to the closest restroom

I don't need no fucking man servant

Trying to follow me around and wipe my ass

Laugh at every single joke I crack

And half of 'em ain't even funny like

Ha! Marshall you're so funny man

You should be a comedian, god damn!"

Unfortunately I am

I just hide behind the tears of a clown

So why don't you all sit down

Listen to the tale I'm about to tell

Hell, we don't gotta trade our shoes

And you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

I'll be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each others minds

Just to see what we'd find

Look at shit through each others eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

Nobody asked for life to deal us

With these bullshit hands we're dealt

We gotta take these cards ourselves

And flip 'em, don't expect no help

Now I could've either just sat on my ass

And pissed and moaned

Or take this situation in which I'm placed in

And get up and get my own

I was never the type of kid

To wait by the door and pack his bags

I sat on the porch and hoped and prayed

For a dad to show up who never did

I just wanted to fit in

Every single place, every school I went

I dreamed of being that cool kid

Even if it meant acting stupid

And Edna always told me

Keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that

Meanwhile I'm just standing there

Holding my tongue tryna talk like that

'Til I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole

At 8 years old

I learned my lesson then

'Cause I wasn't trying to impress my friends no more

But I already told you my whole life story

Not just based on my description

'Cause where you see it, from where you're sittin

It's probably 110% different

I guess we would have to walk a mile

In each others shoes at least

What size you wear? I wear 10's

Let's see if you can fit your feet

In my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

I'll be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each others minds

Just to see what we'd find

Look at shit through each others eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So

Lately I've been hard to reach

I've been too long on my own

Everybody has their private world

Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?

Are you trying to get through?

Are you reaching out for me?

I'm reaching out for you

Yeah, to my babies

Stay strong, daddy will be home soon

And to the rest of the world

God gave you shoes to fit you

So put 'em on and wear 'em

Be yourself man, be proud of who you are

Even if it sounds corny

Don't ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful

Good life - one republic

Woke up in London yesterday

Found myself in the city near Piccadilly

Don't really know how I got here

I got some pictures on my phone

New names and numbers that I don't know

Address to places like Abbey Road

Day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want

We're young enough to say

Oh this has gotta be the good life

This has gotta be the good life

This could really be a good life, good life

Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight

Like this city is on fire tonight

This could really be a good life

A good, good life

To my friends in New York, I say hello

My friends in L.A. they don't know

Where I've been for the past few years or so

Paris to China to Col-or-ado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out

Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now

We are god of stories but please tell me-e-e-e

What there is to complain about

When you're happy like a fool

Let it take you over

When everything is out

You gotta take it in

Oh this has gotta be the good life

This has gotta be the good life

This could really be a good life, good life

Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight

Like this city is on fire tonight

This could really be a good life

A good, good life

Hopelessly

I feel like there might be something that I'll miss

Hopelessly

I feel like the window closes oh so quick

Hopelessly

I'm taking a mental picture of you now

'Cuz hopelessly

The hope is we have so much to feel good about

Oh this has gotta be the good life

This has gotta be the good life

This could really be a good life, good life

Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight

Like this city is on fire tonight

This could really be a good life

A good, good life

Oh yeah

Good, good life

Good life

Ooh

Listen

My friends in New York, I say hello

My friends in L.A. they don't know

Where I've been for the past few years or so

Paris to China to Col-or-ado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out

Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now

We are god of stories but please tell me-e-e-e

What there is to complain about

When i'm gone

Yeah

It's my life

In my own words I guess

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?

Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?

When they know they're your heart

And you know you are their armor

And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em

But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you

And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?

What happens when you become the main source of a pain?

"Daddy look what I made," dad's gotta go catch a plane

"Daddy where's mommy? I can't find mommy, where is she?"

I don't know, go play Haile, baby, your daddy's busy

Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gon' write itself

I'll give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself

Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her

And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her

That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy

Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice

Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling

And I didn't feel a thing

So baby don't feel no pain

Just smile back

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice

Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling

And I didn't feel a thing

So baby don't feel no pain

Just smile back

I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Haile on a swing

She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing

"You're making mommy cry? Why? Why is mommy crying?

Baby, daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying?

"You always say that, you always say this is the last time

But you ain't leaving no more, daddy, you're mine"

She's piling boxes in front of the door, trying to block it

"Daddy please, daddy don't leave, daddy, no stop it!"

Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket

It's got a picture, "This'll keep you safe daddy, take it witcha'"

I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror

These stinkin' walls must be talking, ?cuz man I can hear 'em

They're saying, "You got one more chance to do right

And it's tonight, now go out there

And show ?em that you love 'em ?fore it's too late?

And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door

It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on

And I'm singing

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice

Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling

And I didn't feel a thing

So baby don't feel no pain

Just smile back

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice

Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling

And I didn't feel a thing

So baby don't feel no pain

Just smile back

Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat

The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet

I take a bow and thank you all for coming out

They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd

I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing

"Daddy it's me, help mommy, her wrist are bleeding"

But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?

"I followed you daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'

You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad

And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'?

"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin

I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin'"

But baby wait, "It's too late dad, you made your choice

Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"

That's what they want, they want you Marshall

They keep screamin' your name

It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill

Yeah, I bet you you will, you rap about it

Yeah, word, k-keep it real

I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see

How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me?

I turn around, find a gun on the ground, clock it

Put it to my brain, scream, "Die Shady" and pop it

The sky darkens, my life flashes

The plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes

That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'

It's spring and Haile's outside swinging

I walk right up to Kim and kiss her

Tell her I miss her, Haile just smiles

And winks at her little sister

Almost as if to say

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice

Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling

And I didn't feel a thing

So baby don't feel no pain

Just smile back

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice

Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling

And I didn't feel a thing

So baby don't feel no pain

Just smile back

Shhh...

In the middle of a night...

Waah.. stelah skian lame x mlukis.. akhirnyaa... lpas gram n rndu .. mnonjolkan bakat.. haha... thanx to RMIT... Well.. kami di haruskan melakukan ala mcm graphic proposal utk msuk ke RMIT.. better known by archees stud.. "remit".. heck... Besh la jgak.. mlyan.. mmbuang msa mlukis... even... still.. x siap dye nye personal statement...ahaks..

Nway.... things still going on... i'm still confused.. x taw.. btol ke... slah ke.. fikiran bercelaru.. tp ak refused to think bout it... but still.. every night.. ku berfikir.. apa mslah aku... what is my problem...

dalam hati ni... marah ade.. geram ade.. nyesal ade... bersalah ade.. takut ade.. fed up pown ade.. most entirely, x puas ati... tp.. what the heck...

although aku da x speak.. talk.. or tgur... mlas nk lyan.... still.. almost evrynight ak update blog dye.. tertanya2 .. cmne la dye rini.. ntah r.. i think... a friend.. will still be a friend.. x kan ilang... aku ssah nk lpakan org... tp x taw la what's up on the other side.. heh..

xnak pk... xnk pning.. xnak kcoh sal bnda neyh... tp .. lumrah aku.. aku still buat bnda tuh.. still mrosakkan dri.. stil seksa dri... xde benefit lgsung... haha...

ape la yg aku bbel mmlm buta neyh.. org kate..

The only way to avoid getting poison by a snake..

Is to kill the snake right a way..

so..

The only way utk mngelakkan dri sum1 yg unpleasant.. annoying.. most of all.. mlut clupar..

Is to shut him up...

Am i right..

What the heck... peace..

I love the way you lie

[Chorus - Rihanna]

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

Well that's all right because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe

I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight

As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint

And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate

And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she f**kin' hates me

And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"

"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"

We're runnin' right back, here we go again

So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great

I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois Lane

But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap

Whose that dude? I don't even know his name

I laid hands on her

I never stoop so low again

I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe

When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em

Got that warm fuzzy feeling

Yeah them chills used to get em

Now you're getting f**kin' sick of lookin' at em

You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em

Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em

You push pull each other's hair

Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em

So lost in the moments when you're in em

It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both

So they say it's best to go your seperate ways

Guess that they don't know ya

Cause today that was yesterday

Yesterday is over, it's a different day

Sound like broken records playin' over

But you promised her next time you'll show restraint

You don't get another chance

Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave out the window

Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean

And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine

But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me

When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me

Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems

Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano

All I know is I love you too much to walk away though

Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk

Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?

Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball

Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall

Next time there won't be no next time

I apologize even though I know it's lies

I'm tired of the games I just want her back

I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to f**kin' leave again

I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

one republic

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...