okay

what to do...

Every people have its own opinion and view.. It is very hard to cater everything...

Sumpah.. x sangka perkara akan jadi sampai macam neyh...

Aku sdeyh.. bingung... keliru... rasa cam bodo...

mlas nk elaborate... mayb some... think dat... "aku ni.. x abeh2 mslah... x abeh2.. emo.."

well... what can i say... dats me i guess.. ~sigh

aku mmg ska even x sngaja.. carik pasal.. mrh.. attack... emo x tntu psal... kcik ati ntah pape... trasa ttba... and i think most of u guys know.... im dat kind of person...

tp x taw ,aa..ak x taw nape aku x ley nk ubah dri jd normal... pk mcm2 sgt... negatif jea mmnjang... x abeh2... then.. presure dri sndri.... bengong kan...

haha.. what the heck...

mayb.. ni lumrah aku... aku cmni.... x taw nk buat cmner.. aku slalu brtindak x berpk... slalu salah langkah... slalu mrosak n spoil kan everything...

sumtyme.. myb... ak x lyak s a fren... kuz org x than ngn prngai aku... haha.. ape2 a...

siyez.. aku x taw nk buat ape... ive done my best.. done my part... but i dont know its not okay...

laen tujuan... laen jdnye...

bebel lg aku... nothing gonna change...

ive tried my best... just mayb guidance tu jea xde.. huh... ntah r..

thaught i know evrything bout friends.. but seems like im a fool that is so blind bout myself...

benda da jadi... masa x brulang... salah da buat... hukuman kena tanggung... hidup perlu diteruskan...

ENTAH laa...

i will still be like this...

Dan

Sheila On 7

Dan

Dan

Bila esok datang kembali

Seperti sedia kala

Di mana kau bisa bercanda

Dan

Perlahan kau pun

Lupakan aku mimpi buruk mu

Dimana telah ku tancapkan duri tajam

Kau pun menangis menangis sedih

Maafkan aku

Dan

Bukan maksud ku

Bukan ingin ku melukaimu

Sedarkah kau di siniku pun terluka

Melupakanmu menepikanmu

Maafkan aku

Lupakanlah saja diriku

Bila itu bisa membuatmu

Kembali bersinar

Dan berpijar seperti dulu kala

Caci-maki saja diriku

Bila itu bisa membuatmu

Kembali bersinar

Dan berpijar seperti dulukala

Secret - One republic

I need another story

Something to get off my chest

My life gets kinda boring

Need something that I can confess

Til' all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said

Come by it honestly I swear

Thought you saw wink, no

I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far

It's like we're chasing all those stars

Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news

All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises

Just write it into an album

Singing straight, too cold

I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame

Got no family I can blame

Just don't let me disappear

I'mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away, All my secrets away

You've got a friend in me

You've got a friend in me

When the road looks rough ahead

And you're miles and miles

From your nice warm bed

Just remember what your old pal said

Boy, you've got a friend in me

You've got a friend in me

You've got a friend in me

You've got a friend in me

You've got troubles, well I've got 'em too

There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you

We stick together and we see it through

You've got a friend in me

You've got a friend in me

Some other folks might be

A little bit smarter than I am

Bigger and stronger too

Maybe

But none of them will ever love you the way I do

It's me and you

And as the years go by

Boys, our friendship will never die

You're gonna see

It's our destiny

You've got a friend in me

You've got a friend in me

You've got a friend in me

haha...

ahaks.. never seen myself like this.. so stupid.. so naive.. so phatetic.. typical me.. haha..

whats wrong??

I'll tell you whats wrong...

How would you feel.. of being used... being forgotten.. being the stepping stone.. being the one who to be blame for.. to be the one point for.. all the problems that you didnt do... to be the one carry all the burden that is not yours... to be the one smile for others to happy... to be the one being hate or disgrace for being right.. discriminate for hoping sympathy.. sacrificing all you got.. giving everthing you had.. having to be called and being pressure for getting bad result... for being in the dangerous list... to be at the tip of a blade.. whether pass or not.. survive of flunk.. to be doing all the thousands of works..and at the same time.. you cant get home to be with your family whose is sick.. to not being there with him... to be stuck here thinking of what should i do... being FOOLED..

hahaha..

yeah.. guest whats up...

dont know if i can do it.. but i'll try my best....

So it's a bad day....

So it's a bad day, this too will pass and the sun will come back.

Maintaining a cheerful and positive outlook is a trick. At first you don't have to believe it - just do it.

Act it. Pretend. But do it. After a little while you'll find it isn't an act, you're not pretending, you genuinely do feel cheerful. it's a trick. you are tricking yourself, no one else. All it takes is the first few days smiling when you don't feel like it and you will start a cycle going that will make you feel better all the time.

So someone brings you more work that you simply have to do - it's unavoidable and part of your remit, and just when you thought you could see a little light at the end of the tunnel. Easy to say, 'Oh no, not more bloody work. Can't everybody see how busy I am? This really too much' . If it's unavoidable and moaning isn't going to change a thing then maybe saying, 'Fine, just dump it here, I'll get on with it in a moment. Thanks' . Why berate the messenger? I'm sure they didn't personally generate all this extra work just to piss you off. So it;s a drag having extra work to do. So what? So be cheerful and get on with it. Every second spent moaning and bitching is a second taken off your life. Every second spent being cheerful and positive is a second added on. Take your choice.